Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in daydreames' LiveJournal:

Friday, October 5th, 2007
3:54 pm	R.I.P skanky matt I'm not ready to write much yet. the tears have streamed, the memories have lead to smiles, the emptiness in that certain place will be there always, the black little hole than can't and won't be filled. R.I.P Mattchoooo South 1986-2007 3.25 will never be the same, promise. Current Mood: mellow (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 29th, 2006
11:22 pm	floating through my atmosphere... so i haven't been on here in a while. caution: useless crapping on. Its kinda weird just now... im sitting at home on a saturday night and for the first time in over 9 months i haven't felt the need to go out. its actually kinda rad. And i didn't even go out last nite either. last night i had pizza and beer with my dad and watched some really bad aussie movie, that attempted to up the mark on the terrible aussie movies genre, but just managed to bring it way back down again. rock bottom. and tonight dad made me vietnamese tofu coleslaw and roti bread and it was totally rad. then we ate bullets and watched yet another bad movie. poor dad and his inability to choose anything that has substance. Yeah, dad was staying in cos he had another short lived romance with someone he met at an RSVP function. Please god let me find a nice boy before im 50 and RSVP is my last hope at having sex before i die. So ive been taking a lot of long walks at the moment, and reading, and learning stuff on my geetar. Ive actually found myself turning down beer opportunities to chill at home... yup i think im a freakerzoid. boys. theres two. can i just have both? sweet. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
12:18 pm	HAPPY AMES DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE Im so happy today yup...REALLY happy 78 sleeps till one of my many dreams comes true :) :) :) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:52 am	AMAZING Its 1.53am. I have so much stuff floating around in my head that i could probably reflect on right now, but all i can do is say... THE NEW THURSDAY IS FUCKING AMAZING. Running from the rain and the lovesong write are ones i like ALOT I want to make out with my ipod right now or a member of thursday (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
11:55 am	It will be ok Stop calling me Stop telling me my ways led to this Stop leaving me with the darkness of guilt Stop telling me that this world isn't worth living Because it is Just let me be. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
8:29 pm	A smile As i sit on the brightly lit tram I stare at the dishevelled man opposite He has the scent of sadness My day was filled with misfortunes... misfortunes in my world. I left my keys behind somewhere at uni My battery went dead on my phone when i really needed it I tripped on an escalator running for the train I missed the bus by approx 30 seconds My i-pod battery went flat leaving me without my favourite thing It took me two gruelling hours to get home I'll have to wait at home on the dark porch for someone i can't even contact I have a long night of potentially unproductive study ahead of me to ensure i meet tomorrow's deadline All these things matter to me in my world today But what significance do they have to the man in front of me? He constantly travels on the brightly lit tram to fill up the countless hours he spends alone Alone in a world that is full of judgement and dissapointment In my world my day seems destroyed but I come to realise i can be thankful that my spirit isn't broken by a life full of bad days I smile at him, and i mean it A small jesture but you can see in his desperate eyes that acknowledgement means that today brought a small fortune a smile. (Comment on this)
9:23 am	distraction... The creases that form upon my forehead won't release My stomach clenches and its emptiness feels heavy Sleep is not as easy to drift as thoughts cloud my head But I'm happy. And the secret smiles continue The lyrics that won't leave my head... So lets face it, this was never what you wanted But I know that its fun to pretend Our blank stares and empty threats Are all I have… They’re all I have… So drown me.. if you can Or we could just have conversation and I fall, I fall, I faulter. I found you before I drift away Now you still speak of day old hate Though your whole world has gone up into flames And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing And how safe it is to feel safe So drown me and if you can Or we could just have conversation And I fall, I fall, I faulter. But I found you before I drift away The things we do just to stay alive The things we do just to keep ourselves alive (1 Comment |Comment on this)